Where does time go?

I never find the inspiration to blog here, but I'm considering linking some of my Xanga posts here once in a while. I'm still in love with the Xanga privacy.

March Break flew by. Or rather, I slept through most of it. Now I'm stuck here attempting to accomplish all my work in a couple hours. Believe me, I'm failing, quite miserably.

I'm excited to join the Queen's Commerce community next year, yet there's always this part of me that still longs for California. If tuition for non-Californian students wasn't so expensive, I'd be considering my acceptances to UCI, UCLA and UCSD. But the international tuition makes those mediocre state schools cost as much, or a little less, than an Ivy League education. I definitely think that's not worth it. There's only about two weeks left until ALL the acceptances come out. I'm really looking forward to then. Not because I want to get in or that I'm expecting to be accepted anymore, but because I want closure. If they're gonna reject me, why not do it now? I'd be thrilled to be at Queen's next year. There are so many things I look forward to. Living at rez, studying at their libraries, using the gym at the brand new A.R.C, spending time at Goodes Hall, attending/organizing conferences and socials, partying, becoming more white (LOL), and sooo much more. High school needs to end...NOW.

Before high school ends however, there are many many things I'm waiting for too. One main thing? DECA ICDC in Louisville, Kentucky. I'm so excited. I cannot wait. And then all the "lasts" of high school start piling in. I feel a little bit pathetic talking about this, but I'm not someone who likes change. I can adjust pretty well, but before that change takes place, I'd do almost anything to not change it. I'm not looking forward to my last high school concert and everything else. Some may call me weak, but I'm gonna cry at some of these events. I know I will.

Then there are the people that I'll miss. The people that I cherish so much. The people who made high school what it is for me. (:

On the bright side, I did go out with friends once during the break. Montana's ribs and bowling? (: Classic. Haven't gone bowling in so long, but I had a blast. Too much "guy" talk for one night, but I had a good time with them.

Back to reading.
oh reading.
...

School. Why, oh why.

summer of grade 8

I was flipping through my old blog archives on xanga and found something interesting that I came up with in the summer of grade 8. I kinda like it :)

"In a Universe of Thought,

a galaxy grows.

In a Galaxy of Questions,

a world is formed.

In a World of Curiosity,

an ocean is found.

In an Ocean of Confusion,

lies one human being,

representing you, me and everyone else."

GO CANADA GO!

My goal of keeping up this blog and my long time favourite xanga blog has failed miserably. Kind of like how Canada is failing at the Olympics. It's so disappointing. That's okay. I'll continue to cheer on the hockey teams. CANADA vs. USA for women's hockey final on Thursday! (Y)

School is a drag. The next three months needs to fly by. But I must must must not slack off. I have to push through the last little bit and then I'll be free. It's incredible how much words are easier said than done.

Oh, I think I'm going to attach a picture with all my posts from now on. I just think they make my days a little bit brighter. :)

I don't know what to say. It's my fault because I don't want to. I just don't feel bad anything. In fact, I don't feel a lot of things anymore. So I have no excuses and nothing else to say, besides "okay". 

"I'm Chuck Bass"

Ever since I started watching and got caught up with Gossip Girl, I've been a little obsessed with the cast and their wardrobe. It's stunning and they are beautifully breathtaking. It's inevitable that I find Chace Crawford incredibly beautiful and handsome at the same time. However, there is also Chuck Bass. I detested his playboy attitude in the beginning, but as he became more and more romantic and started to open up to his feelings for Blair...he just got sexier by the minute. (Yes,  I have a thing for really sweet boys, not so much the really badass ones). And...since then, I have obsessed a little, JUST A LITTLE BIT, over Ed Westwick.

He is so sexy. His eyes are so charming. He is just eyecandy. OH and who can forget, HIS BRITISH ACCENT IS AMAZING.  Why can't he talk like that on Gossip Girl. For Ed Westwick, it only takes 3 words to wow the world: "I'm Chuck Bass".

1 down 3 to go.

studying has taken over my life.
along with coffee (which i'm trying to quit). I am officially converting to green tea, which is equally lovely. Plus, it'll save my horrible acne-prone skin. ):

two more days.
two more days.

AAAAAAHHH.

eiffel!

My collection of 2000 Europe pictures make me smile regardless of how stressed, sad and frustrated I am. The blue skies, golden lights, sidewalk cafes and foreign languages were all amazing. Boy, I miss summer.

a sudden wave of nostalgia.

you always miss a best friend.

always.

always.

always.

you were once an important part of my life.

but talking to you still makes me smile, each and every time.